Well... I just needa let everyone know whats going on.
I forbid myself to look at xanga since last week because it would just get me depressed. So im not gunna ever look at another person's xanga because im going to stay in my own buisness with my new life, when xanga reminds me of my old and unhappy one.
I had to get through my life this past week without the old love of my life. We are done and over and im okay with it. at first, i was torn. I couldnt eat at all, I couldnt concentrate on my school. It put a hole in my heart after i gave him my all. Knowing now that I deserve better puts a smile on my face that I havnt had in a while. I do not regret falling in love with you Jeff, but i never would have imagined you would turn out to the person that you did. Which is why im never going to forgive what you become. I did love you, but i didn't stoop to call u a bitch and all of that after the breakup. You really made me question my life. Weather or not it was worth it. Harsh but true, life is worth it, but its not worth living if i have to live it arguing every day with you. Anyways, now im back on my feet living my life and it has all turned around and became so much better without the drama.
I had a wonderful weekend with my friends and a certain someone. It was never dull, never boreing, and I was never sad. I had an awesome time with you guys. Like catching the lawn on fire, Not getting drunk, naming a walrus named Durpa, and making new skate moves like the "Thumbelina" and the "Superman"
Now is the time where i say thank you to all the people that helped me get out of the stage of depression that i now have left behind in my past.
Thank you,
Amelia,
Ashley,
Dayne,
Brandon,
Kaytie,
and My Family. <3
Without any of you I would have ran back and returned to my unhappy life of drama. But im glad knowing that i dont need someone in my life to make me happy. Im happy and content with myself. Now i have a future ahead of me, and now I can stop dwelling on the past.
So yes, don't bother leaving me comments, dont bother to see if i update anymore. Because me typing "xanga" onto a computer will be something that i never do again. New Life, New Stephanie.
The end.
The girl who finally found herself and will remain pleasently happy.
<3 Stephanie AngelineAbbott | 
